I am god
I am the devil
I am tired
And I am strong
But sometimes I need something other than myself,
My bestfriends, my father the reason for my existence.
The smell of the ocean, the same ocean I spent numerous nights running free. Maybe even a coffee from my favorite shop it soothed me and made things seem okay.
I wish I had a pair of ruby slippers, kinda like Dorthy in a more fucked up kinda way
I feel like im in a black hole. Its a new kind of hell.
Being away from everything you love.
I just want to fall back into my bed,but at the same time I have the most important part of life right here with me.
I blame you.
I hope you had some pretty damn good breakfast.
I like skinny,like skin and bones skinny. I like pale eyes.
I like pale skin.
So anyone with translucent skin, is far more beautiful and pure than not.
I have my own demons I suppose.
Dear baby,
You make me crazy,you make me yell and scream for no reason at all.
But you also make me laugh and smile. Its the little things like imagining you wearing goofy little hats and I laugh when I see how tiny your diapers will be.
I wish I could fast forward time just so I could see you smile up at me. I want to study the lines in your hand as if it were a map that could take me somewhere enchanted.
You have taken over my mind, I love thinking about you. I wait all day to feel you I don’t know why you wake up or why you sleep but when you do I hope you dream of me.
I love you.
Being in your arms for the first time in years felt like my very own peice of heaven
Hearing you tell me you love me was the relief I had been longing for ever since she took me away.
You have the softest voice and the most calming touch I wish I could feel. Your tears make me feel like the whole universe is crashing down and my oxygen is being taken away.
Your the only man that will ever have my whole heart because you are my dad.
Without you I am small and I feel like a child again.
Your the only person I truly need because your my whole life.
And I wish I wasn’t so far away so I could hold you the way you held me when I needed you.
You have the best smile in the world, you can make me laugh until im blue in the face… no one else can do that.
The best moment of my life was seeing you again. I love you so much.
Dear baby alex, I love your little kicks letting mommy know its okay.
I love your little nose and the way you poke me back when I wake you up.
Your my shining star..
your the reason im trying so hard.
You have given me so many reasons to wake up in the morning.
I love you more than I could ever imagined.
I meet you soon.
It will make christmas look like an average day.
eden brown
There is something about a girl named eden brown.
she’s not at all ordinary, she’s like a mermaid with wild beautiful hair.
The most distinctive beauty marks I’ve ever seen.
When she laughs its like stars are falling down, its like everything stops and you forget everything and everyone you don’t want to think about.
When I was at one of the lowest parts of my life she held me with the most gentle hands i’ve felt, I guess I could have called her my safe place.
When everything wasn’t okay,it suddenly was.
We were like two fairys in our own little world creating the most magical memories.
I wish to go back and swim in the sea again and pretend the world is perfect, im miles away but its these memories that hold me together.
But quite simply she’s radiant. Beautiful in every way.
She’s changed my life.
I wanted to play hide and go seek in the fog,I wanted to listen to some soft,trippy laid back kinda music.
I picture myself living inside a lightbulb and pressing my body into the glass.
I feel trapped but I’ve never felt so free.
I miss my blood and my memories,I shiver at the thought of you.
This town is ripping me apart.
Im already protecting you.
I get so scared someone is going to take you from me.
I havnt met you but I cannot explain the amount of love I have for you
I wonder what your doing inside my tummy probably smiling and turning around.
I feel you kick and push me alot I love every second of it.
When your born im going to kiss your whole little body.
Your tiny heart beats so fast I get so excited when I hear it.
Im going to write you books and sing to you every night.
Hard to see, but I’m wearing my new Wonder Woman pin here!
LOVE the jacket, makeup and hair rolls.
